Dear Hampton,
I've never told you this story, but it's one you need to know. On the morning you were born your Daddy and I left home when it was still dark outside to meet you. With sleepy eyes, we checked into the hospital and were placed in a room to wait. Your Daddy made jokes and we laughed and talked about who we thought you would look like. Just before we went back for the C-section, Mommy's doctor came in and asked what kind of music I liked. Surprised by the question, I told him I liked all kinds of music, but he could choose. Just something good to have a baby to.
The moment before you took your very first breath and cried for the very first time
a hush fell over the operating room.........and then this song spilled from the iPod...
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak
I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
{mercyme}
This is your song. I hear it now and can close my eyes and
see you again for the very first time. It was a holy experience.
The holiest of my life thus far.
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You are two.
Your favorite book is Knuffle Bunny
Your favorite drink, chocolate milk.
You like jumping off beds and chairs and curbs of sidewalks.
You love bubbles and "Mick Mouse."
The funniest thing you say is "noodle" because you stick your tongue out every time.
We make you say "noodle bubble" because those two words together...too funny.
Just like every mother, I wish I could bottle you up right now just to remember who you are as a two year old.
Instead I will be still. I will be present in every moment with you. I will be okay when you are throwing a fit and I have to grit my teeth
because I know that you won't be two forever.
You are loved, precious one.
Happy Birthday!
Love,
Mama
Well now I'm boo-hooing. What a sweet story and what an incredible moment. Happy birthday to Hampton!
ReplyDeleteSo I just read this. And on top of my post this morning...I'm a mess.
ReplyDeleteAnd happy birthday sweet Hampton!!!